Integrity
I want to know what it feels like to do the right thing......
I want to know what I would feel, if all that I did was right in the eyes of God. No feeling righteous for my merits, but feeling like I have made it - doing what is right and finding great joy in it.
One important condition here......in the eyes of God. Who am I to determine the quality of my actions? Motivations? Hearts desires? I am interested in many things that I would not want my kids to deal with - maybe they would not be able to handle them or to make right decisions when faced by the outcome of certain steps.
Job did the right thing. Things. Here and there. He was content, yet hard working. He was blameless, yet he was pleading for his family's sake. It must be few levels above what I am used to. Peers can affect you greatly. Earnings, accomplishments, locale, friends - is that what makes me as a person? My views, beliefs, opinions and rules don't get me far. But they can be a right map for planning out my actions and hold myself in the eyes of others, but more importantly, in the eyes of God, as one who looks ahead and one who looks up to a better life to come, starting with a better now.
I want to know what I would feel, if all that I did was right in the eyes of God. No feeling righteous for my merits, but feeling like I have made it - doing what is right and finding great joy in it.
One important condition here......in the eyes of God. Who am I to determine the quality of my actions? Motivations? Hearts desires? I am interested in many things that I would not want my kids to deal with - maybe they would not be able to handle them or to make right decisions when faced by the outcome of certain steps.
Job did the right thing. Things. Here and there. He was content, yet hard working. He was blameless, yet he was pleading for his family's sake. It must be few levels above what I am used to. Peers can affect you greatly. Earnings, accomplishments, locale, friends - is that what makes me as a person? My views, beliefs, opinions and rules don't get me far. But they can be a right map for planning out my actions and hold myself in the eyes of others, but more importantly, in the eyes of God, as one who looks ahead and one who looks up to a better life to come, starting with a better now.

